Taste of failure

As much as this is not my first time failing, it feels really really really bad to fail the subject that i am (supposedly) good at...... Sigh... Disappointing people, and definitely myself. BUT, i will not wallow in self pity because what good will that do me?? Others can mock or look down on me for all i care but i will take this as a lesson learned and nothing more than that. Hard work is what i must display for the next 5 months.